"Love, love is such a crazy thing
Never understood the way I was supposed to feel
Is this love for real"

-Pink Love Is Such A Crazy Thing

I had to quote that chorus of the song, it pretty much explains the long conversation that I had with some of my college buddies yesterday afternoon. I was happy to see some familar faces on campus yesterday on my way, during, and after work. I'm trying to get geared up for Fall quarter, which begins 15 days from now; seeing my friends was a very good start. I don't exactly recall how we got on the subject of love in the first place, but I learned that myself and two friends of mine are almost going through the same dilemmas with guys we like. It was a bonding moment for the three of us; it was as if we were on the same wavelength.

Well, the reason why I quoted Love Is Such A Crazy Thing is mainly because I am in this on-again, off-again relationship with this guy who lives in Detroit. I met him through one of my best friends (they are cousins). When I first met him, I was very annoyed and bugged by him, cuz he kept picking at me and whatever. Later on that evening, we ended up kissing (he asked me in his own little way)- and that was my first kiss, and you never forget your first kiss...

But our "relationship" is strange though. When he visits Cincinnati, we spend a lot of time together. When he leaves, we loose contact.

I don't know if I should hold on or just move on.

Update (11:54 PM): I did get up enough nerve to leave a message for him tonight to call me. Hopefully, he'll receive the message and actually calls me back.